dirt in my lungs

body hanging from the inside out

damp towel

somebody help. 

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i ache for life. but what the hell is life? TO live? or to HAVE life? i have been given life.
and i'm watching it waste away.
who's to blame? myself. i am my own worst enemy. and it kills me.
every mother effing day, it kills me.
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i am honestly sick of the sound of my own thoughts. can't they at least adopt an accent to vary things a little bit? subtitles? these re-runs are getting old.